Checking in

Hi friends.

It's been sooooooo long since I last wrote.

Tumblr happens.
FB happens.
Instagram happens.
Pinterest happens.
Carousell happens.
But mostly FB, really...

I'm using an iPad to type this out now. We used to have to sit in front of a PC to type shit out. Imagine how bulky and boxy gadgets were back then.

Will be back soon when I feel like it, yah...

bad blood

i wrote somewhere else about building new relationships. it sounded so easy but i overlooked the challenges. of cos, nobody is here to tell me what's right and what's wrong. i mean, this is life, right? i just have to find out along the way.

almost building a new one and at the same time, unknowingly destroying it as well.

perhaps i should just SHUT UP and save them the animosity.

but on the other hand, why shd i? it's a public domain and everyone has the right to say their thoughts and feelings and the inbetweens. if they can't take a joke, well it's TOO BAD for them, isn't it?

of cos, i can't IGNORE the fact that I AM the outsider, the stranger, the alien.

so i know who my friends are. no matter how small my circle of friends is, i am grateful to know them, and to still maintain the friendship with them.

to end this with an anynomous quote:

“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”

singing in my head

perhaps i could redirect my negative energies into music.

something which i had stopped doing 4 yrs ago.

maybe this would be good for us

i need a distraction, how do i start again?

will listening to depressing songs help?

random

sometimes, it's better to live in the fantasy world of Edward Cullen with Rob Pattinson as the "mascot". click on title(link) and it'll bring u to paparazzi-free information abt this heartrob.

in another context, sometimes, starting from scratch is the way to go.

what i learn from newly recruited staff

IF MISTAKES ARE MADE, BLAME IT ON THE SYSTEM

ya, don't blame yourself, blame it on OTHERS.

if can't blame on OTHERS, blame it on SYSTEM.

if can't blame SYSTEM, then blame on the DEVELOPERS.





we used to get all the butterings, kaya, jam and all if we made a small mistake :(

unwritten

Ideas stopped flowing when it was strongly rejected by big momma in 2003. She belittled us, saying that her way was according to the books.

Books or not, who the hell cares!? All they want to see is a finished product. From then on, why should we contribute? Your ideas are way better than ours.

Management kills creativity.

of something everyone hates

after KPIs and the supposedly "open discussions"

A: eh, so did u get the new thumbdrive?

B: yes i did. is that suppose to make us happy??

A: sigh, more work coming


of age and concerts

A: gosh, my coligs are all talking abt the upcoming coldplay concert in Mar

B: ok, that's not too bad... for mine, they are talking abt frances yip concert! shows how old my coligs are :S