he hasn't been to school since 5th August. Monday and Tuesday have no class, as for Friday, it's National Day and so it's a public holiday. Today, he skipped school and went to the doctor. He was given 2 days MC. He was diagnosed panic attack yesterday, mainly cold sweat, jelly feet, cough, irregular heart-beat. I really feeling helpless, cuz I can't do anything to make him better. I tried visiting him after work, but he will still feel tired the next day.
and just a few moments ago, i can feel the frustration in his voice. "but i can't do anything, it's no use.." i told him. i was spose to leave at 5.30pm from work, but one of my colleage was suddenly on MC this morning and so, I have to stay back in work till 8pm. We're attending the concert later at 8pm (!) so, most probably it will start around 8.30pm or so. He still insist me to convince my supervisor to let me go off early. It's no use, darling.. I really can't. I'm not making up excuses here.
i don't know what's gonna happen. most prob. i'll meet up with him, kiss, and make up. and give him a very tight hug. i don't want to be a burden to him.