Tears of Tristessa
my main intention for this blog is to house my intimate details, my pleasures, my utmost sadness that form tears in my eyes. at the moment, this blog is a private blog, so if you managed to read this, it's either you chance upon this url, or i've made it into a public blog. Presently, I have two more websites - 1 blog: kissthegurls and 1 journal-cum-poetry: the.basement. So, I might not have time to manage all my blogs/journal at the same time.
basically, the other two blog/journal sites are for the pleasure readings of friends and more friends. it's more "friendly" in terms of content. for this blog, i'm gonna make it specifically about my boyfriend, my life with him, how dear he is to me and everything that he says to me. so, it's just me, and him.
A little bit of information about how the titles come about.. I was thinking more of Butterfly Tears, but it's too yucks.. so i decided on tears of tristessa. as for the url itself, tearsoft.blogspot.com, it's actually tears of tristessa haha.. i like it actually. tearsoft. anyways, i'm not gonna write much for this entry. i'm just gonna write bit by bit about our relationship.
PS: tristessa is my nick used in chatrooms, originally from Smashing Pumpkins' self-titled song. I heard from friends that it means the one with sadness, or the sadness one or something. I really like it a lot.
"i fear those days will come; when i open my eyes, you will not be there; i fear those moments of losing you; for all i have now, is you in my heart..."