i met him yesterday, to pass him the present. he was still weak, seldom smile but was glad to see me. I asked him, before i go to sleep.. to know whether whatever that we've planned to go, and we go ahead with - did he had fun? did he try and force himself to have fun?
he told me, the planning part made him a lil' weary of going, but when he actually reached the destination, he really enjoyed himself. There was a few trips, to the beach/picnic which i "forced" him to go. I don't know if i should do that way again, now that he got this low mood vibes and all that shit. i don't mind going, you know, making the trip down to the beach on saturday/sunday.. as long as i have a car. but we don't have right now. so that's the problem.
probably we should walk in the park.. just to take time off and relax his mind by looking at all the greeneries (is there such a word?) we can do it on Saturday.. cuz I finish work at 5.30. And we can walk at Bishan park with our jogging shoes, holding hands and talk and people-watch.
i'm not meeting him today. so i'm glad. to let him heal himself. i'm not trying to avoid him. i'm just fear that becuz he sees too much of me, and then he can't recover his passion, his mission in life, his interest, his work, his everything.
this is what he's suffering from: depressiondoctor.com