i have no reason to doubt his love. people say he's a focus lover. a faithful one. i was so sure of that from the start and well, this news really cheer me up a lil'.
before he came along, i had a string of affection for people i knew. people i no longer meet nowaways. people who are history to me. i am so afraid that one day, they will come back to me and claim the lost memories that i've been trying to erase. sometimes i really feel ashame of myself for acting the way i was back then. i am so afraid that the love and trust and the relationship i have build with my one and only love will be deterred. i've gotta be strong. i know i have to believe in myself. to trust myself that this kind of things won't happen.
i've got a boyfriend now. so you better move on. you better not stay here cuz you're no longer needed.