which is good. i never really want to be known or understood. i wanna be like an enigma.
i've decided to write here becuz of many reasons. mainly i don't wanna hurt people's feeling. it's just not me. they've never done anything to hurt me, so i shouldn't do that to them. i also want to remain mysterious. i know that one of you may stumble upon this page. well, just keep it to yourself, ya?
let me get over and done with...
i really don't understand my friend... she's got her relationship problems but i realised that she's only interested in those comments which she favour, despite my trying to change her mindset by reasoning out why so and so happens. you know like how you always love to listen to nice comments from everybody. and those who gave you bad comments will not be 'treated' nicely. or worst, being ignored the whole time?
i washed my hands off her case. she found someone better to listen to. as long as it's going her way, and as long as she's happy... i have no qualm. so i guess the best thing i should do now, is just read her blog, and let her know that i'm reading (these are the ways to please the hostess) or else she'll think that i had MIA.
i strongly feel that there's a million solutions for her situation, but she just don't see it in other people's way.
so that's abt her.
and now, i'm just worried abt my relationship. it's gonna reach the 4th year of our togetherness and he still have not make any firm decision to convert. yes, he did briefly mention abt the conversion, but he didn't really fix a date or anything. and on my side, my parents didn't know abt this relationship. and they don't know that my b/f is not of our race. i haven't tell them. i don't know when to tell them. i knew they couldn't take the fact that i'm seeing someone outside my race. and i've already told my mom again and again, that i hate the male species of our race. i don't like them. and i also told my mom that i'm not getting married. but secretly planning one....
this whole thing is so weird. i know.....