reality check #1

i want to be in a place where nobody knows my name;
where nobody calls me and act like they know me;
where nobody speak of anything ill;
where nobody can judge me of my status;
where nobody preassured me into something;
be it physically, mentally;
conciously, sub-conciously or unconciously;
where i won't be worried of what i've written;
where freedom of speech really means freedom of speech

i am like on a float;
drifting to the norms (beliefs of my forefathers);
but trying hard to swim back;
to my modern philosophical beliefs in living my own life

while i drift;
i pull the one with me;
but he strongly repelled to his way;
and i'm left stranded here.

all i felt was anguish disappointment;
it's something which i hope won't be played;
on repeat thru'out my life.