because of eilythi

i am back yet once again. into the vast world of silence. i wanted to write something. and i wanted it to be meaningful but sometimes, it is really difficult to jot down your messy thoughts into perfect lines. i ended up pressing the back-space non-stop till it's back at the start of the blinking cursor |

today, i learnt a lot about work. of those who just shut down and choose to listen to one side of the story. of those who sarcastically said "i know you all are busy... i won't disrupt your busy schedules from now on" with a smiling face. of those who emphasized "perception is reality" that it is now like a mantra....

perception is reality

perception is reality

perception is reality

now, the reason why i stopped blogging is because i'll end up writing about work. which i tried very hard not to. because i am trying to escape from my reality (of work) by going online and doing things at my own leisure time. the switch-off mode.

i managed to do that successfully - i played Guild Wars and boy, did i had a lot of fun. I have a Mesmer/Monk character, a Monk/Elementalist character, and a Necro/Monk character. With my Backfire spell, I can cast it on my enemy (colleagues) and they will lose health if they use any spells to their allies. With my Chaos Storm, I can cast it on all my enemy and watch their health deteriorate. And I can end them with my Empathy by sucking whatever health left in them. With my Word of Healing, Vigorous Spirit and Shatter Hex, nobody can touch me. Die you bitches, die a horrible death and let me laugh heartily.

/dance

if only these were real. ///////////////////---------------

coming up would be one boring game - Sid Meiers' Civilisation 4. It's about developing a plot of land, and expanding to unknown/enemy territories. I quite liked it but it is not as much fun as Guild Wars

so anyway, back to my very first point... it was because of eilythi that i started this again... she writes beautifully. i loike!