tired

yes, that's what & how i'm feeling now... all the time. first of all, i haven't been exercising, and i have been a glutton. i practically didn't really sweat a lot. on top of that, everyone expects a lot from me and i can't deliver all these in a week.

sometimes i just want to break-down and cry. but it seems silly because i don't just do that.

but i think i just want to run away. get away from all these maddening scenes. i want to move out, and explore. i'm always tied down and i'm so fuckin tired of that.

i'm thinking, why the hell i put myself into this?