bad blood

i wrote somewhere else about building new relationships. it sounded so easy but i overlooked the challenges. of cos, nobody is here to tell me what's right and what's wrong. i mean, this is life, right? i just have to find out along the way.

almost building a new one and at the same time, unknowingly destroying it as well.

perhaps i should just SHUT UP and save them the animosity.

but on the other hand, why shd i? it's a public domain and everyone has the right to say their thoughts and feelings and the inbetweens. if they can't take a joke, well it's TOO BAD for them, isn't it?

of cos, i can't IGNORE the fact that I AM the outsider, the stranger, the alien.

so i know who my friends are. no matter how small my circle of friends is, i am grateful to know them, and to still maintain the friendship with them.

to end this with an anynomous quote:

“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”